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One of the funniest things I ever read on-line is, '' you don't want to see me angry'' or, '' you don't want to see my hidden side.''



Lol seriously? Anyone can be tough on-line. Show me what you can do.



However it happens off line too. Where I live, some people get angry by just looking at them, and tell you, the fuck you're looking at?



Yeah so much tough attitude around.





The more I'm getting older, the more I'm loving my own company. I'm tired of people's b.s.

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Isis101
04:12 May 30 2014

That's everywhere. Where I live, one can actually get shot in the face for so-called 'mean muggin'.

I actually do love my own company.

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dabbler
12:52 May 30 2014

I just read an article about "signs that you need to dismiss yourself from a conversation" and this preface term was one sign. Along with "I don't want mean to sound racist but.." I stopped rating profiles that include such phrases. It is a sign of a person with a chip on their shoulder. One that is a defeatist, and will always project themselves as a victim.

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Even though men do it too, this kind of shitty attitude usually comes from women.



Ever notice how some women behave when they get in a relationship, especially when they're teens? Do you ever notice how worse they get once married?



Seriously, so for them a woman has a high value only when married?



Bitches like this disgust me.

One of the reasons why I stopped using facebook, is because people portray themselves differently than they are. They think they're divas, better than anyone else, victims, true friends, honest, always right, moral, intelligent,but it's all b.s.



This happens everywhere actually. I tend to be criticized by people who are less than zero. They do it to feel better because they know they're worthless.

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Isis101
04:10 May 30 2014

Oh man...I don't care for facebook at all!

I usually drop in on a rare occasion to catch up with relatives who are all over the place, or for animal causes.

Many of the 'friends' there are so full of themselves, their kids, their homes, cars...all seem so insipid to me. There is a lot of insincerity.

Join the club - lol

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randicloudbead
08:04 May 30 2014

Yeah, I quit facebook when high school people found me on there and told me to get off. I did, but now I could careless. I got here people are better, cant say much, but more my people. But there will be that kinda shit no matter where you go

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''good guys can turn into bad guys too.''



And I really mean it. Every time I was in a relationship or a man was interested, they were all nice and flirty at first, then totally the opposite when they got fed up or found someone else.

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randicloudbead
08:08 May 30 2014

I hear ya. I almost left my mate for a younger guy. He acted all helpless and nice like he was interested and needed me. I worked things out with my mate and plotted against the bastardo who tried to break us up. I spent 5 months pretending to be his girlfriend well, that was hell. All he did when he felt he won me over was called me a cheating slut and whore and tried to get me to send him nudes, which I wouldnt do cause I had the feeling if I did (Which I dont send anyway) he would have posted them online to fuck me over and I dont want that shit online! So, I walked off but I did some nasty bitch moves on his ass. I called him out pretending to be him. Yep, pay backs a bitch to those who are ass holes lol.

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They say, one is a coward and selfish if they commit suicide.



But in case that someone stays alive because they have no guts to end life, and become rigid and hurts others, isn't that coward and selfish too?

I like discussions as much as I like food. Thus I like to be surrounded by people who I think are intelligent. Sadly, many people disappoint me.



Many people that say that are intelligent, are actually wanna be intellectual snobs. They find every excuse to be passive aggressive, whine, criticise and pre-judge others.



An example of this, is critising someone's tastes, like watching a reality show. Why? Because it's conformist? So what? And who tells you, that if I watch a reality show, I'm not watching it from an intellectual perspective?



In the meantime, these people do conformist things themselves like; having a facebook account, wearing make-up, high heels, getting drunk during the weekends, take attention seeking selfies to get likes, etcetera.



In the meantime many of them choose to watch certain TV series because their friends and/or S.O or the person they like do so, so they want to impress them, to fit in, to not be left out in their conversation. Same with gaming and books. Someone that reads does not make him intelligent and someone who plays is not necessarly a geek.



Even the fact that they belong to a sub-culture and do the same things as others, makes them authomatically conformists. They call themselves metalheads, goths, wear black, listen to a certain type of music only, isn't that doing the same thing, like clubbers do? There's no difference.



They just contradict themselves. In the meantime many of them, don't realise that if it wasn't for old school metal and classic composers, they wouldn't have the recent bands. How is that intelligent?



The same people critised me, and labelled me goth. Thus they stereotyped me as a; self cutter, spoilt kid, wanna be vampire and witch, etcetera. In the meantime they believe they are intelligent and open-minded. LOL.



Same like when a person uses their religion, political party, social status, place of birth, ectcetera, to point the finger at others. There's no difference.



An ex teacher of mine said it best, "people are like sharks. They are always ready to devour you, so that they get bigger while you are done."



And what's this attitude that just because some are popular with the opposite sex and get popular with certain groups of people, they think they're sexy and have a diva (males included) attitude? Truth is, they just have a delusial ego and are on a glass pedestal. When it'll break, it'll be pain. The harsh truth is, that they are average, but the rest don't have a better choice, because the rest are rejects.



This is like when on here, you see people critising Hollywood vampirism. Guys grow up, no one is going against your "truth", it's just entertainment.



Do I feel more intelligent because I'm critising others? No I'm just fed up of the bullshit.

1. For someone like me, who really is into discussions, I can't see why I should reply a person that from time to time, messages me randomly with just a 'hi.'. Some days pass, and I am messaged with: 'hi.' again. Just seriously? Should I be interested?



2. I don't see why I should reply to someone that clearly didn't read my profile, because I clearly stated I don't return favors, I only rate when I want to, not because I have to, and add you, if I like you or like your journal, not because I have to.



3. Seriously, more powerful than Satan? If that was possible they'd become more powerful themselves.



4. Seriously playing the victim to gate a partner? How low can you get? And who's too stupid to fall for that?



*****



Life and the weather:



The weather is OK.



My allergies are not. In winter I was sick for 5 months, now I'm getting tortured with allergies. There's no break for me.

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Isis101
02:44 May 21 2014

:(

Get better!

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lordess
04:26 May 21 2014

I usually respond with a "hi" in return. Then, the conversation fizzles out. It has been like that with me, too.



Hope you feel better!

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deathnitegrl
01:14 May 23 2014

Thank you very much.

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dabbler
13:01 May 30 2014

Hi! ;P



This is Satan's left hand demon.



I have been so tormented by people!



Please feel free to rate, and add my profile, and journal.



JK

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just to sound nicer. Ok then. I demand to be called something else instead of a woman, because in the past women were considered less than men.

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Serenity
04:47 May 21 2014

Wonderwoman :p

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So it's another Mother's day. And my opinion is still the same.



Not every mother deserves to be one. Like not every woman has to be a mom to be a woman.

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Theodora
04:15 May 12 2014

Amen. And some that deserve to be cannot be ....

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So a beard transexual woman has won the Eurovision.



And I still don't care. It the person's sign and symbol, which nowadays sells, like the image of Lady Gaga.



Yay for weirdos!

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Isis101
02:46 May 21 2014

LOL!

I was trying to figure out if it was a male transsexual or a female? In any case, he/she has beautiful hands and nails! lol

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What you expect:



Total awesomeness.



What happens:



Disapointment.

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lordess
08:55 May 10 2014

Tell me about it.



Lol

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LORDMOGY
09:40 May 10 2014

It is said that expectations is the source of all grief.

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Isis101
03:52 May 11 2014

...unless you expect disappointment, and things turn out better than expected!

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deathnitegrl
07:31 May 11 2014

lol that's true too.

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1. I can stay up late.

2. I can wake up at any time I want.

3. In the morning, I can sip tea/coffee calmly.

4. I can stay in pajamas all day long.

5. I can spend the day the way I want to.

6. I can go for a walk.

7. I can stay on-line for hours.

8. I can binge watch TV.

9. I don't have to work.

10. I can catch up on the things I never have time to do.

11. Bonus plus if I'll be left the hell alone.

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lordess
08:48 May 10 2014

I have never liked the weekend all that much. There isn't much to be done and there are just too many people walking about. I prefer the weekdays, as I'm currently awaiting a job position. Maybe things will change then.



Have a great weekend!

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deathnitegrl
16:11 May 10 2014

I like them because I work.



However lately I've been busy even during the weekends, as I am studying as well.

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No one gets born with a parenting manual. However, if you give and show love, by using logic, intuition and adapting yourself to the modern times and children's personality, as well as adapting methods according to situations, you're doing it well. This is just my opinion.

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BLOODLIFE
12:12 May 08 2014

Being a father I can honestly say that 'logic' doesn't work. lol

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1. You'll start to eat healthier.



2. You'll loose your appetite.



3. You'll sleep less.



4. You'll figure out what you want in life.



5. You'll find a job that you like.



6. You'll get along with your family.



7. You'll want to sacrifice your freedom voluntary in order to settle down.



8. You'll find the right person.



9. You'll learn to do the right choices.



10. You become more positive.



11. You'll worry less.



12. You'll become brave.



13. You'll appreciate the things that you work hard for, instead of fantasizing about winning the lottery.



14. You'll understand the real meaning of getting a job, apart from money.



15. Going to work makes you less depressed.



16. People aren't bad as they seem.



17. Everyone has issues.



18. People will take you seriously.



19. You will understand life.



20. Everything will be OK.

I doubt there is really free will. I feel everything is forced in this world.



You have to study, work, eat, sleep, drink, shit, piss, wake up, breathe, all by force.



So where free will is?

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dabbler
19:33 May 05 2014

Those are social standards. Being able to think freely is challenged, but plausible.

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lordess
15:16 May 06 2014

It is all conditioning. We're brainwashed by the state to live our lives as such. One has to exercise his/her free will by liberating themselves, especially their minds, forcefully. It can be a bad thing, though. Ostracism is a side-effect. *shrugz* Sometimes it's better to follow the crowd, I guess. Free-Will is a dark concept.

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When I was little I used to think and wish, that one day I'd be able to share my thoughts to the whole world.



That wish came true.



Nowadays we have internet.

1. It seems I work better during the night than the day. During the day I have too many distractions.



2.My busy life is almost destroying my social life. I don't hang out with friends like I used to.



3. We are having May showers and I hate it.



4. I can't stand mothers who play the victim. I'm seriously tired of hearing them whining about the busy life they have and the lack of energy. They seriously believe that those who are kidless are living like a queen/king. Seriously? Even hearing their shit makes me feel tired. After all no one forces you to get married and multiply in today's age.



5. I still receive messages that I clearly stated on my profile that I hate to receive. Thus anyone who doesn't take time to read it, I won't waste my time replying back. I'm tired.



6. To certain two people: please stop typing in caps. We can read.



7. I am not surprised at a certain someone in the forum. Dinosours? Seriously?



8. People who think VR is a dating site still annoy me.



9. I need to rest.



10. Why people need to get naked on cam to earn money? Doing any other job wouldn't it be more dignityful?



11. Someone wrote boxx and I wanted to yell: BOXXY!!! I don't know if you get it.



12. On a positive note: I got addicted to buzzfeed.com and stlightly to wikihow. Buzzfeed seems knows my life and on wikihow I'm learning some useful stuff.



13.More positive stuff: I submitted two articles on WikiHow.



http://www.wikihow.com/Make-a-Halloween-Look-on-Your-Fingers



And:

http://www.wikihow.com/Apply-Halloween/Gothic-Make-Up

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lordess
11:30 May 04 2014

Yes. The ones who should have children are dying out. I am personally disgusted when I see certain people with children. I mean, what on earth are they procreating for? To populate the world with more idiocy and lunacy? Some people just have sex to procreate. Then there are others who instigate envy from others by showing that sex can be enjoyable... Not really only for breeding purposes. There's just so much envy and idiocy. There are some really amazing people out there who do not have children. Such is the world. Lol.

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deathnitegrl
16:37 May 04 2014

In my country 16 year olds are doing gimmicks, like who is going to get pregnant first so that they get the governmental social benefits. Here when you deliver the baby you get 1,000 euros.

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1. Why don’t you learn to drive? (because i gotta limo yo madda fucka’ yo haqq **** yoo!)

2. Why don’t you move out?(I’m waiting to get a winning lottery ticket, and then move to your house)

3. Why don’t you get married, settle down and have children? It’s the normal thing to do. (because if I had a child, it’d be the anti-Christ...and thinking about it, it won’t be a bad idea either)

4. That’s not how a Christian behaves. ( f.u. am not Christian booo!!!)

5. You’re not normal. (because you are?)

6. You feel too much cold. (thanks for noticing something I never realized before.)

7. Stay positive. (shut up)

8. You should go out more and get drunk. (you should take a bath and wash your teeth)

9. Why are you upset? (because you asked me this question)

10. You’re not married and don’t have children. You find everything ready. You live an easy life with no worries. (are you sure? You don’t know me, so don’t judge me.)

11. You eat too much. (yes and if you say this one more time, I’ll eat your food too.)

12. How come you carry a big bag? (to put your carcass in it, after I’m done with you.)

13. Why do you wear black? (why do you wear pink?)

14. You wore colours today.(why you wore black today?)

15. Why don’t you have a bf? (because everyone keeps on asking me this question and am fucking TIRED!!!!)

Please for the sake of your life, don’t ask/tell me any of these.



URGE TO KILL...

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NLW
04:18 May 06 2014

Haha! Made me smile!

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